No, this wasn't supposed to happen like this. "I don't know. Be understanding. It's not like you don't know what James and Sirius will do if they find out. What were you expecting? Things are complicated because our whole relationship is complicated." He said.

He most certainly wasn't expecting to be pushed over. It caught him off guard and he fell back against the wall, shaking the building slightly. He deserved it, but it didn't stop the pained look in his eyes as he sank to the floor. He wasn't in pain - it hadn't hurt him that bad, but he didn't know what else to do.

He swallowed hard and looked up at him. Why did he get himself involved at all? It was only causing them both undo pain.