The Very Best of Frenemies

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"The Very Best of Frenemies"
Who: Severus & Sirius
When: 6th Year

No one commented on the state of one Severus Snape when he strode purposefully across the Common Room and rushed for the stairs.  He flung himself into his bed and charmed the curtains to close so that he could be even more alone than his own purposeful isolation gave him.  He could smell Sirius Black on his clothes and he fingers the bruise on his neck with purpose, pushing at it to relive the dull pain and kee it purple.  There was something really wrong about that.

No one bothered him all night.  Wearing his collar high the next day, Severus ignored the Marauders as he took his seat in Potions.  He even ignored the spitballs.  No need for detention.  He had mushrooms to cataloge after dinner.  Remus Lupin's higher voice hit his ears halfway through class:  "Paddy, don't even think about it.  He's not worth it."  Severus turned to glance over his shoulder.  His dark eyes met Sirius's.  And he turned back around again.  No hex.  Just a sneer.

Luckily, dinner came quickly after that and, notebook in hand, Severus left early to head out into the woods.

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Another time? Sirius had barely enough brain power right now to think past the next moment. He was consumed by Snape. His hand squeezing his, his dark eyes pouring his soul into Snape's. It was intense.

Sirius could live with that demanding little kitten. He was starting to quite like that odd purring sound that Snape made. He loved the loudness that came from the other boy. He'd always loved vocal lovers. Told him he was doing something right.

As for what came out of Snape's mouth? It if had been an order. Sirius followed it. His hips quicken, hitting that sweet spot inside Snape harder and deeper. His lips moving from his to find a spot on his neck and he bite down. Harder then he ever had before, urged on by that purring. .

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The sensations, when taken together, left Severus euphoric, blessed out on sensation. It wasn't exactly neat or perfect, but for a first time, with a boy be was trying so hard to continue to hate, it ranked in the top ten of life experiences.

Marked and soiled by his enemy, Severus just held on until the shallow sounds of Sirius' breath reminded him that he'd reach his peak soon enough. Severus urged him on. Squeezed him tight. He bit his lower lip, and then his tongue. And finally wrapped his fingers in the Gryffindor's hair.

"I won't beg you to come, you idiot, but... Please... Merlin, please!"

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Well that certainly sounded like begging Severus.

To be honest. Sirius had always thought he'd be here with Remus. In there dorm. The first he'd had sex with a boy. Of course, things don't always work out the way you think. His hand still linked with Snape's as his breath
became shallow, his thrust more erratic.

He smirked into that neck as he thrusted harder, deeper before finally he felt that familiar tingle in his balls. He gasped, his eyes staring into Snape's as he moaned loudly, the noise vibrating in the trees around him.

"Sev..Fuck...FUCKK" His hand tightened in the other boys. His forehead pressed against Snape's as he emptied himself into the other boy.

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Severus flinched, the heel of his foot gliding down Sirius's side as he listened for his breathing to return to normal. He accepted the furious kissing that followed and moved both arms around Sirius' waist to keep him from pulling out. Though he had come himself this time, Severus didn't want the other boy to leave him until be was just too soft to stay in. "Stay..." Just like one tells a dog. Severus would have been surprised to note that he had just been fucked by one. Of sorts.

Not that he would have minded. Sirius Black was delicious and well worth the expense of years of torment for this.

But what did they do now? Ignore it had happened? Never look at each other again? Severus felt vulnerable in ways he never had before.

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While he did'nt like the tone that Severus said it in. He still said it. Sirius got his breathing under control. His hand still in Snape's as he nodded, telling him in would. He kept that cock deep in the other boy as he licked his lips. His dark eyes full of the same questions Severus was no doubt asking.

They'd crossed a line here. Now they had to figure out where to go from here.

Sirius gently kissed Snape, long and deep before whispering. "Thank you"

What was he thanking him for? Letting him do it? Letting him connect like this? Letting him feel...close to someone else?

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Severus averted his eyes, glad for a kiss to keep Sirius from looking at him like that. As they came apart and pressed together again, evidence of their bonding dripping lightly across his arse and thighs, Severus nosed Sirius' cheek and curled his fingers gently around the other boy's ear. He didn't know why, but his thumb lightly rubbed the tip of it as one might do to a dog. He had no idea what Sirius Black could do, but the linking of magic inside of him did have some idea, hidden deep down.

Severus would never ask Sirius if they'd do this again. Or if they'd have to hate each other in the morning. His berry red lips poured lightly. His dark voice, so odd for one so small and pale, cracked when he spoke. "Don't. I didn't do you a favour."

It was a right if he had been used. He'd get over it. But he couldn't bear being thanked for it.

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Sirius eyes closed at that finger on his ear. That dog inside him grateful for the touch. He sighed at the feeling of it. Enjoying it as he turned his head into the hand.

"Alright" he replied, his body laying on top of the others. He could still feel that tightness around his softing cock. He did'nt want to lose it. That feeling. He was so...content just to lay here with Snape. like he could curl up on the end of his bed and sleep. Or stay in his arms and rest. Finally, his eyes opened to stare at the other boy, he brushed his lips against the darker haired boys as he finally started to ease that cock out of Snape.

As much as he wanted to. He could'nt stay inside him forever.

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Severus makes the softest of sounds when they disengage, eyes flickering up and over Sirius until they hit the sky above. He closes them afterward and sighs, uncurling, tense muscles relaxing.

He was the first to speak in the end, trying to edge off something that could break his heart. He couldn't stand the thought of being left. Everyone left him. Severus sat up and grabbed his shirt.

"Business as usual tomorrow then," he muttered.

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Sirius knelt back, his eyes searching Snape's for a moment. His brow frowning at that those words. Business of usable? Hating each other? Teasing, sneers in the hallways?

They'd had sex. Sirius had done something with Severus he'd never done anything with any other guy. He did'nt know if he wanted that anymore. He did'nt know if he wanted more with Snape. But he did'nt know what he wanted at this point.

"Can I see you again?"

His voice was soft as he knelt naked on the forest floor. Barely whisper.

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Severus didn't realize that he was holding his breath until he tried to speak. His head whipped around to face Sirius, well aware that his heart was pounding in his ears. "Do you... Want to?"

It was ovbious that Severus wasn't counting on that. He pushed his hair behind his ears and tilted his head to the side.

"Err... Um yeah. Where... When?"

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"Yer"

He said softly. Standing up picking up his underwear, slipping them on before taking a few more steps towards Snape before stopping. He slipped some of his long hair behind his ear before he bent over to grab his pants. Where? Well...there was one place he could...

"After lights out on Friday. Seventh floor of castle, alright?"

A week. He could live with that. Right?

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A week? Severus wanted to change that to tomorrow night but it would be ridiculous. They couldn't slip away so soon. They had work to do, Sirius bad friends to be with. Severus got to his feet with quite a lot of difficulty. He dressed as he could, shaking out his clothes as be put them back on.

"Fine."

Seventh floor? Severus frowned and fetched his notebook.

"Friday then. I'm heading back first."

Oh, Severus was sore the next day, shifting in his seat during breakfast. No one seemed to notice or care. Minus the Marauders. James had to laugh. "Bet he's got a new hex for us. He keeps staring over here."

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Sirius watched his new found...lover? Vanish into the night. He sighed gently as he ran his hand though his hair. And walked back after him. When he got back to the Dorm, James and Peter asked him where he'd been. Remus was unusually quiet. Thank god for that strange Ravenclaw girl he'd made up. He said he'd been with hurt. And gotten side-tracked from the time. The boys accepted it as fact.

"Properly, the sneaky git" He said as he pretended to roll his eyes at Snape at breakfast. He glanced over at him again. And he could'nt help but have a flash of that dark haired boy naked in the moonlight purring as he fucked him. He shifted a little to hide his erection, choosing instead to throw some food in Peters direction.

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Over the next few days, it got worse and worse. Severus looked more often. And for longer periods of time. It was starting to make him itch, to see Sirius there, to watch him with Remus, to see him flirt with any girl that caught his eyes. Shagging once meant nothing. Nothing to Sirius. In fact, that was likely all that they would do on Friday.

That... Angered him. And he had no idea why.

James had had enough of Snape and his staring by Wednesday. 'Snivellus. Let's go for a walk." He expected Sirius to back him up.

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He'd laid awake most nights, jerking off to those images of Snape. His sneer in the moonlight. How he felt around him. The taste of his cum, the sting of his scratches. He'd had to get rid of that image. He'd fucked two girls that week. Both had left him empty. Nothing compared to what he and Snape had done. What had Snape done to him? Cursed him? Infected him?

He felt those stares all week. And he had his own back, he'd been tempted more then once to pull Snape into a bathroom stall and fuck his brains out again. Leave him dripping with his cum for his next classes. So he'd know who owned his ass.

Then James wanted to take Snape for walk. He could'nt say no to him? So. He just walked behind him. At least he could keep it from getting out of hand.

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Out of hand? That was Sirius's problem. He went too far. James usually was the guiding hand to stop things before anyone died or became disfigured. Severus didn't dare glance over his shoulder at Sirius as James threw an arm around his neck and led him down into the dungeon tunnels beneath the lake. Besides, he'd heard the talk. Sirius's other conquests. It was typical gossip, but likely true. Severus bottled up that jealous anger.

"What do you want, Potter?"

"Just a walk. You need to keep your eyes off of my girlfriend."

So. James thought he was looking at Lily? Severus sneered. "That ugly thing? No, I wasn't--uugh."

Well, he deserved that hit.

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Sirius kept his expression blank at that hit. Because, also. He really did sort of deserve that hit. Sirius just leaned up against the wall and watched. Rolling his eyes for a moment.

"Oh come on, you git. The entire school knows how you faun over her"

He said, his own jealous anger coming though. What? You still like Lily? After he fucked you into the forest ground?

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It was all just spinning out of control. Severus straightened himself up and leveled his heated, tar-black eyes on James Potter. "I don't. Why would I?"

Severus's smile turned -- well there was only one word for it. Evil.

"Mudbloods have no place here."

James did not use spells. He used fits. And that was fine, Severus was fairly use to getting roughed up. He let Sirius watch his best friend leave him bleeding. It wasn't just Dark Magic that sicked Severus Snape. He was not a good person. He was conditioned since his unwanted birth not to be.

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Munblood.

Sirius sneers at that word. And he lets James beat him up. Because with that word. Sirius is reminded that no matter what they shared. No matter how good Snape looked in the moonlight or purring against his lips. He's still one of them.

A dick like his mother or brother. Or worse, like Bellatrix. Pureblood elitism.

He's actually considering not turning up on Friday for the first time that week.

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The word is bitter. It's always bitter. It stings. His father, his Muggle father, has left him little choice but self hatred. The beating and blood shed serve to remind him of how like dirty he is.

"C'mon, Pads." James shook off the pain in his hand, out of breath. Severus never once tried to defend himself, not once, and he already proved to Sirius that he was more than capable of it.

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And what? The fact he did'nt attack James out of what? Charity? Love? Nothing made up for that word.

Sirius rolls his eyes as he walks past Sev. His eyes quickly searching to make sure he was alright. That he was ok, just for a moment. Before he turned away, letting his long dark hair cover his eyes as he followed James out of the dungeons.

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The full moon came and went. Remus was out sick for another stretch of time to recover. Severus was forced to go to see Pomfrey by midday, though he wanted that particular fat lip. Oh well. It was gone within the hour.

Friday morning swept in like a fog on the moors. Friday afternoon saw Severus absent for lunch, and then again for dinner. But he was there, on the seventh floor, with his hands clenched. Waiting.

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Sirius battled with choice to turn up the next three days. Unsure what to do. For a long while it looked like Sirius was'nt going to show up. But finally, a voice came from the darkness.

"You've been watching me all week"

He said, as he stepped out of the shadows, his eyes soaking in the sight of the other boy.

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Severus didn't turn, though his eyes did close. "And you've had quite a filled dance card, from what I've heard. No date tonight then?" Severus schooled his voice to sound neutral. His eyes slitted open and he watched Sirius's shadow. "Shall I be your fill in then?"

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His body moved closer to the other boy. His hands running down Severus sides, his mouth hanging by his ear as he whispered into gently. "I was thinking about you" he said, gently biting that ear. It was true. He was. It was like Severus had gotten under his skin.

"But you said that word Severus. I can't forgive that"